my dream backpack.
my backpack got messed up last semester and i'm using my crumpler laptop bag instead. it's really horrid when i can't put stuff it or it'll look as if its about to explode ):
a lot of things have been happening and in all the mess, i'm beginning to lose sense of myself and whether i am proud of the person i have become. its quite an empty feeling. i don't want to wallow in this but i've got so many things to do that i can't really do the things i want.
i want to paint, make a short film and have fun. heh. i know it sounds a little cheesy but i really do want to do that! :)