Monday, July 26, 2010

cross eyed

i was once at odd by this quote by renowned fashion designer rei kawakubo but now i am in love with it.

"I couldn't explain my creative process to you. And, even if i could, why would i want to? Are there people who really wish to explain themselves?"

it creates this world that was just meant for you and no one esle. oh yesss, it does.

i'll share with you another great quote by jake green in revolver! ahhh!

"There is something about yourself that you don't know. Something that you will deny even exists, until it's too late to do anything about it. It's the only reason you get up in the morning. The only reason you suffer the shitty puss, the blood, the sweat and the tears. This is because you want people to know how good, attractive, generous, funny, wild and clever you really are. Fear or revere me, but please, think I'm special. We share an addiction. We're approval junkies. We're all in it for the slap on the back and the gold watch. The hip-hip-hoo-fuckin' rah. Look at the clever boy with the badge, polishing his trophy. Shine on you crazy diamond, because we're just monkeys wrapped in suits begging the approval of others."

hurrah! haha. aaaaandd my favourite quote!

"this is awkward. can i fake a phone call?"
- de shun

tomorrow is ning's birthday. she'll be legal tomorrow.
this girl is really awesome and i am beyond-the-skies honored to be her friend. she was always there when i needed her and when everything in my world was upside down, never failing to send me a sweet loooonggg next comforting me.
happy birthday ning!
thank q & i love you!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

i see with my little eye

the photographs are by a local photographer who goes by 'locallad' on tumblr. he is really amazing and just by looking at his works, you feel energized. well, i do anyway (:

for the first time in my life, i touched my eye in attempt to remove an eyelash. it was not as squishy as i always thought it was, on the contrary it was tough. okay, its a pretty gross fact but i thought i had to document this momentous event haha

the rest of my weekend wasn't so great being ill and tired :(
total waste of a weekend. i could have done so many things! hmph.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

looking at my feet

i really want those white oness! where to get?

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

a letter to Draco Malfoy

Dear Mr. Draco Malfoy,
It is with great regret that we have to inform you of the passing of your pet snake, Pansy Parkinson. She served greatly in battle arms in arms with her fellow men displaying a suicidal bravery one has never witnessed before. It is a great loss to our platoon that she can no longer fight against the nasty men in silver and green. It seemed that her dimwittedness has transgressed to an incurable degree and was certainly without a doubt mentally incapable of fighting another logical fight (not that she ever fought one of such in the first place) but she insisted on dying for your pitiful pride.

My companions who fought along with the saddened state of a troll (I am still perplexed as to why you call it a snake when the sight of it is far too vomit-inducing) said she certainly had a voracious appetite for anything orange and brown resembling a lion even slightly.

I send my deepest apologies and would encourage you to take all of what I said to heart, proceed to cry your heart out drowning in tissues and have a good night rest.

Yours truly,
DA president
Harry James Potter

The result of my inability to write anything legit during class.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

things i like

my newly constructed gakkenflex, new books, chinese ceramic bowls and my shoes

some of my things taken by my fujifilm instax camera over the past month with hello kitty film.

with this new found freedom, i'm begining to actually enjoy blogging! haha.

wishes and papers

there are a lot of nice and cool magazines out there but they aren't available and that's very sad indeed.

if i found them in singapore, i would most definitely get them pretty papers.
lula magazine and russh magazine are at the top of my list.

they produce this very dreamy touch in their pages and its so easy to get absorbed into what they write and what we see. i also like japanese magazines even though they are in a language i'm still learning because they have a lot of pretty and inspiring pictures.

so-en (japanese) and frankie (australian) are two magazines i have been buying religiously over the past months. the latter also has lots of quirky ideas and crafty stuff which i immensely enjoy. it also helps me to slow down my life a bit.

i think life in singapore can get very fast paced.

edit: i would also like to say hi to elsa if she sees this.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

lazy saturdays

yay! i went out yesterday after school to collect the stuff i reserved from kinokuniya and the marker pens from artfriends and of course, me being me side tracked a little and bought the pretty stripped muji skirt i've been admiring for a while. muji has a lot of cute stuff i like very much. i never fail to go there everytime i hit town.

i started building the gakkenflex camera i got along with the magazine since noon today.

six hours and ten very sore fingers later, i present to you...

a very happy me and my new gakkenflex!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

penguin eats fish

while doing dt, i told liling that i was half mermaid and half penguin. she then proceeded to say i may as well as have been half fish and half penguin then i should just eat myself.

i wonder how i would execute such a feat. hmm.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

a phone's capability

what i think a phone should have/ do:

1. nice fonts - i like to enjoy my texting and pressing numbers =)
2. nice buttons - i've got itchy fingers heh.
3. annoying alarm ringtone - i have a lot of difficulty walking up and i have found that annoying ringtones are most effective.
4. sufficiently audible ear piece - my hearing isnt exactly the best
5. decent camera - lugging around a dslr everywhere one goes is not pretty. i want a canon easy carry digital camera but a phone camera is good when you want to take akward photos of cute looking food for example. def useful.
6. long battery life - haaa if only you could count how many times ive left the home unaware the battery is dead or dying
7. good vibration when on silent - i always forget to un-silent it after like church or school and i forget where i put it

ahh my bad habits never fail to amuse me!

vc woog!

today was our presentation for vc project. pretty cool except i feel that my group could have done much better. out of all the projects in the class i think the project by fel, zany, desh, adrian and janna was the best! i laughed hysterically from beginning to a a bit after the end. their ideas are always so pretty and funny! i like lots!

but since they haven't uploaded it, i won't either. post sealed. haha. i must respect their amazingness! so instead i'll upload my group's! it's quite embarrassing but i hope you like it anyways!

ok- gotta wait since yahoo hasn't received my confirmation email from vimeo yet. sighhh. random thing, i realised i like buying homey clothes a lot. haha. ok it's taking too long. i'll just use photobucket. hopefully it doesnt take too long or destroy the quality. ill use vimeo some other time. ahhh random but i want a bike! while i wait for it to load, i'll continue my dt. try's online so i pray that i can get some help from him.

(aaaaaaieeeeee! photobucket has denied it because of copyright issues! )= i think its because of the sp thing at the end ): sniff sniff. i dont have an sp-less version. this is unfair! its my work!!!)

hmph. oh weeeellllsss.

my mac's been crapping up lately )= its been shutting down spontaneously, closing safari and other apps, and always running out of battery sooo fast! i think the latter is just because its an old mac but the first two points are really scaring me! i love my mac! i think i will bring it to epicentre after i'm done with all my ca2s. so little time! ive got dt due thursday, wmp due next week i think and ivp the week after. soo many going on at one time!! i want to cry ),=

can't wait for post-exam days. i will draw, paint, read and play to my heart's desire. oh yes you bet i will! yes yes yessss! =D

new beginings


okay why did i decide to delete with all my previous post, make this blog personal and begin a public blog? time for answers eh.
i realised that the real me was sort of dying away with all the peer pressure and the anxiety of my pathetic social life (haha socially akward). i also need a place to sulk (ms gamar says sulking is a trait of a bad blogger) because personally i think i am bi-polar and suffer from (perhaps clinical) depression.

i am still figuring on who i am and i don't want to become a slave to peer pressure. i want to be true to myself you see.

and anyway, no one is to read this so i can be free with all the bad grammar, awful language, poor paragraphing and my excessive use of !s and hahas. poo poo english! haha! the music i'm adding later is for my own benefit yay!

teachers and friends alike (cool if you remember the link before i took it off facebook, public listings and whatnot), if by some miracle you happen to chance upon this page and particularly this post (very unlikely though) i bid you welcome and-oops i forgot what i wanted to say. haha.

maybe another time yah? see you later!